Barge

Move into me
shove me

my abstinence is deciduous
my inside is defiant
one could say i have a heart murmur,
but really
nervous, sunken, animated, flushed, annoyed.

constant change of beats.
like a 7 movement bach piece.
1 movement is lethargic, another is rapid.
and everything in between.

I walk everday like nothing has ever happened to me
but really everything but nothing has happened to me

When i walk i swing,
when i talk, my vowels bounce like a song
when i cry, sounds of raindrops on trash can lids
rock step,
ooo-ahhh
tip-tip-tap-tap

my soul is a song you sing a long too
but never really know the lyrics
and never really cared enough
to look them up on google

goodnight